HAVE YOU BEEN BURNED?


"One thing about the Refiner's Fire: 
the devil cannot stand in it, 
but You can." 


In 2009 I had a waking vision where I saw a captivating and incredibly beautiful figure whirling a sword with a pearl handle in the       s m o k e  that surrounded him. I asked, "Lord is that you?" I heard: "Look again." As I peered, I saw him clearly and it was certainly not Yahweh. It was the clearest I have ever seen my enemy. As the vision unfolded I saw Yeshua appear to my right and held out his hand with authority proclaiming, "STOP!" With an inquisitive gesture I asked the Lord why the enemy was so clear, in fact seemed more clear than when I looked upon the Lord?...He replied, "So you can avoid him!" As He said this, F I R E went out before Him and under me. With a clarifying, yet purposeful tone He asked, "What did the fire do to you?" I replied in a mournful yelp, "It burned me Lord, it burned me." Gentleness from His voice smoothed away any pain as He said, "No, it refined you." Then the fire spread out in an accelerated rate under the beast. I inquired, "What did it do to him, Yah?" He replied, "It singed him beyond belief." Then satan disappeared in riffs of smoke.


"When you pass through the waters, I will be with you;
And through the r i v e r s, they will not overflow you;
When you walk through the fire, you will not be scorched,
Nor will the flame burn you." 
Isaiah 43:2

During the last 7 years trials and tribulation has seemed common place for many. Fires of all types, waves of all sizes have seemed to hammer and burn to the point of no return, yet the fire has NOT burned you, the waves have NOT overtaken you. Not a hair on your head has been singed, nor do your clothes smell like smoke. Daniel 3:27 YOU have become the fire, and the more you realize that this fire is to help you, refine you, and strengthen you, You will see that your enemy cannot stand where you STAND!  Rise up Warriors!! Call down the F I R E OF HEAVEN into your circumstances. Watch and Stand, fully involved, and see the enemy disappear like riffs of smoke.


"When all kinds of trials and temptations crowd into your lives my brothers, don't resent them as intruders, but welcome them as friends! Realise that they come to test your faith and to produce in you the quality of endurance. But let the process go on until that endurance is fully developed, and you will find you have become mature of character with the right sort of independence." James 1:2-4


"I indeed baptize you with water unto repentance. But He that comes after me is mightier than I, whose shoes I am not worthy to bear: He will baptize you with the Holy Ghost, and with FIRE!"   Matt. 3:11-12

Creative photography by Joe Brassfield
Originally posted on May 10, 2016

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A Fresh New Day with Anita TV: Chat with Caller Of The Eagles about the New Sound



Caller Of The Eagles shares his heart of how to release the New Sound, and
sings a healing prayer, and sheds new light about walking on water.



HAS DOUBT TROUBLED YOU? (Listen to the song below..)

"For You have been a been a strength to the poor, a strength to the needy in his distress, a refuge from the storm, a shadow from the heat when the blast of the terrible ones is like a storm against the wall. You will bring down the noise of strangers, like the heat in a dry place, the heat with the shadow of  a cloud. The branch of the terrible ones will be brought low. And on this mountain ELOHIM  will make a feast... AND ON THIS MOUNTAIN HE WILL DESTROY THE FACE OF THE COVERING CAST OVER ALL PEOPLES, AND THE VEIL THAT IS SPREAD OVER ALL NATIONS.   Isaiah 25:4-7

Over the past several months the enemy has tried everything he's got to discourage me, throw me off course and bring overwhelming doubt.  Bobby Conners recently wrote about "The Raging Cloud" (https://www.bobbyconner.org/articles/The-Raging-Cloud) that he received in a dream and how we are to battle against it. As I have battled with everything I have, I am still here to tell you that YOU WILL WIN! YOU WILL MAKE IT! FEAR I BIND YOUR POWER IN THE NAME OF Y'SHUA! Doubt will not overcome you and I proclaim FREEDOM TO THE CAPTIVES! In the name of Messiah Y'shua, STAND FIRM. BELIEVE ONCE AGAIN. His words are your life, HIS WORDS ARE YOUR TESTIMONY. Stand up! Stand up! Stand up! I CALL YOU FORTH TO RISE UP WARRIOR. DOUBT! GET BEHIND ME IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF Y'SHUA!

Our Father in Heaven is worthy of our praise. He is our Victory. He alone is our help in times of trouble. This song below was written in 12 hours of the most intense fear I have ever experienced, that tried to overwhelm me with the most sinister discouragement imaginable. I am here to witness that YOU WILL OVERCOME! YOU WILL TAKE THE LAND! YOU WILL ADVANCE THIS YEAR!  







"You Are The Creator"
You are, you are
You are the Creator
You are, you are
You are the Creator
You are, you are
You are the Creator
You save us  

You sent your Son
Y'shua Ha Mashiach
You sent your Son
Y'shua Ha Mashiach
You sent your Son
Y'shua Ha Mashiach
You sent Him for us

We will not be afraid
We will not be afraid

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
You are, You are
You are the King
And I will Love, and Love
And I will send an offering
To you above

You are, You are 
You are The Way 
And I will look to you
Each day
And you will know that I
Am a son

Hallelujah

By Jonathan Walden Copyright  2014

THE S W E L L SEASON

THIS IS THE TIME to be intentional in your step towards what Creator is speaking to your heart amidst the noisy crash of waves. The turmoil will be followed by Mighty Yahweh crashing in like a Flood...Isaiah 44:3 Truly setting the stage for a  s w e l l  season!


One thing I know for sure: THIS YEAR IS A YEAR WITHOUT FEAR! Your time<<>>to Dance upon your circumstance, and actually see that fear has NO power over you anymore. Now is your time to DANCE ON FEAR. Immediately refocus your vision upon Him who is Faithful and Stand beside Him on the Waves of your circumstance. This very moment,
E N V I S I O N your greatest battle, the ultimate test of your being, right now see yourself as the conquerer standing beside Salvation Yeshua on the turbulent water.


"YHWH is our refuge and strength, 
a very present help 
in trouble." Psalm 46:1



As the Hebraic year 5777 is well under swing, note that there is no more grey. It is now black and white. Crystal clear, Abba means to separate spirit from flesh. The tidal wave that you see is actually the move of God, "Heaven coming. Coming with much love. For it is time for you to know He has your heart in His hand. He's written you there, your name is on His palm. And He is sweetly singing "You will make it!"" (from song Wayha) 

You will rise upon this: 
THE  S W E L L  SEASON and surf the glorious wave that is overcoming Your Past. This is the year You will Dance upon the wave of your circumstance and Dance next to the One who has overcome the world. PEACE. Rise up upon the wave


read- 2 Samuel 22:1-51
( "And David spoke to the Lord the words of this song
    in the day that the YHWH* had delivered him from the 
     hand of all his enemies, and out of the hand of Saul..." )

The New Sound


by the way..it was actually raining, but the picture reveals the Glory that filled Aldridge Gardens 2014

In mid 2007 in Nashville, Tennessee I had an Angelic encounter.  It was a desperate time in my life and that night I decided to worship with no strings attached.  I said: "Lord, I don't want to sing about me, I don't want to ask you for anything, I just want to bless your name."  It was true abandon for Him.  Earlier I had invited Angels to come and sing with me, which was typical for me to do, because I often lead Heaven in worship as if I was truly there.  That night, as I worshiped I began to hear what sounded like a symphony of guitar harmonics coming right out of the sound hole of my guitar.  Heaven took liberty with the notes.  At one point I heard the Spirit say: "Tune your guitar" (which I did because a string had gone out of tune).  However I said,  "But Lord I don't want to miss this!?"  He told me I would not miss it, and when I began to play again the sound intensified and came back louder than before!  It was during that time that I realized that a group of Angels were outside my house.  I felt the back door open and all of a sudden I became aware of a strong presence in my house. It was so alarming I opened my eyes and saw 7'2" tall bald-headed man, in a black leather jacket and khaki pants standing in my kitchen.  He moved across the floor and stood behind me.  I thought I was going to literally die!  However, I kept playing, realizing that if I died it would be worshipping Y'shua :)  It wasn't long before I realized that I had sung, three time in a row, "Your finances have been refinanced."  I also heard a woman singing and repeated what I was singing, and the Holy Spirit said: "that is your wife singing!"  I had never heard these sounds before, but I knew without a doubt that they came from Heaven.

A miracle happened that very next morning.  My cell phone rang.. which is weird cause, there's no reception out here!  It was a friend on the other end inviting me to see Bob Jones.  After Bob's ministry time that evening, I followed him outside and said:  "Bob, the New Sound you spoke of that would come out of Nashville literally came out of the sound hole of my guitar at 2m this morning!  He then said:  "Keep pressing in, light is next."  I told Bob about the Angelic encounter and he and Bonnie confirmed that the Angel I met was the "Banker Angel" (the financial banker for Heaven), and that a lot of people had been seeing him recently.  

Btw, in this season we are in, these sounds are increasing and Heaven is audible on a regular basis.  Sometimes singing, sometimes music, but it has been accompanying me while I sing or play, kinda like a speaker playing sound was inside my guitar.  It is my understanding that as Heaven invades our worship to The King Of Kings, healings and miracles and signs and wonders will transpire as we worship and bring Heaven to Earth!

Keep pressing in my friend.
Bless you,
Caller Of The Eagles

WHAT MAKES YOU COME ALIVE?

I'm excited to tell you an amazing story of prophetic confirmation. Because I grew up white, discovering that my father's side of the family has Native American heritage has come with a price. The Lord has been speaking to me all year about being set free. I have had dreams even outlining this freedom. Identity has been on the forefront of my mind, because I believe that it is on the mind of the Lord. He has outlined who we are in His word, but how do we walk that out when we receive rejection or feel so rejected by others because of the color of our skin, or the clothes we wear. Richard Leo Twiss wrote a book called "500 Years Of Bad Haircuts," do we have to cut our hair to fit in? How do we break free from the confines of what others say we are, to what God says we are? "WE ARE MORE THAN CONQUERERS!" Romans 8:37 How do we enjoy who God created us to be, if we are afraid to be who we were created to be? Do we know what that looks like?

For exercise I run through the woods and work out on the rocks. I listen to the water. I listen to the sounds of nature. The birds know who I Am. They know when a true son of God walks among them and they sing with excitement. The trees clap their hands, but I am the one crying out...Lord heal me! On one of my runs I was communicating with the Lord and asking Him all types of questions regarding what to do with such a passionate heart that seems only to be met with sneers of rejection. One of the greatest affirmations I have received happened on a run near my favorite waterfall.

Doug Addison's prophetic word that day was:
"God will give you wisdom through the least likely places. Pay attention to what children are saying.


On the rock before me was the word "Smile" written in colorful chalk. I stopped and thought, "Yeah, I should smile cause God created me!" Then I looked down, and literally written on the rock between my feet was the word: "CROATOAN." I was shocked! For that is my very own heritage. Because of the rejection of feeling Native but not knowing why, and the sinister battle of doubt after finding out why, I began to wonder whether God had spoken to me at all. And it seemed easier to just quit trying to prove it.

 It wasn't until later that evening as I was locking the door at work, when a toddler pointed to me from the stairs and said: "IS THAT A KEY?" Instantly I remembered the word written on the rocks and realized God had used a child to bring confirmation. A heritage that I believe He wants to expose so that others can be free. "It is for freedom that Messiah has set us free." Galatians 5:1 He created everyone of us uniquely in His image. My freedom looks like dancing in regalia before Yahweh, worshipping and bringing glory to His name through song. What makes you come ALIVE?


Originally posted December 14, 2014

Vision of ALABAMA

On February 27, 2014 I was resting and interceding for folks that came to mind.  At one point I went into a vision and saw a wooden Coffin with someone laying inside, and someone putting jars of BAMA Jelly into the coffin.  In the vision, I remember looking on and fanning the Holy Spirit over the coffin.


 *COFFIN = Loss, dying to the old, new season ahead

 *JELLY = Spiritual food without substance


 *BAMA = Alabama means Clearers of thickets, Thicket clearers



After the vision, I noticed that the clock read 10:10

Immediately, I saw the numbers in multiples >>> *10 x 10 = Complete count, whole, complete blessing, maximum blessing, FINANCIAl WHOLENESS.


Concerning Birmingham, AL... I had a dream on March 30, 2014 that I approached two black men and hugged the first one and said: "Do you know that you are about to be set free?!" I then showed them a book outline of what was coming. I awoke from the dream with the overwhelming understanding that Creator was completely setting them free, and that it would be Acceptance Driven Freedom!

I believe that this vision concerning Alabama is significant and means that Alabama will experience a Spiritual renewal to what we have accepted as spiritual food, which has been without substance.  This Spiritual awakening is happening and it is my belief that Alabama will experience wholeness, maximum blessing and a "FULL HARVEST"!  

Hallelujah to the King of Kings and Lord of Lords, Yeshua Hamashiach!
Blessings Alabama,
Caller Of The Eagles 


*Excerpts From: Adam F. Thompson & Adrian Beale. “The Divinity Code to Understanding Your Dreams and Visions.”  And from: Doug Addison. "Understand Your Dreams Now."

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Originally posted 9/23/16

THE A W A K E N I N G


     

The Awakening has begun. 


"Therefore they said to Him"What could we do so that we would do the works of God? " Yeshua answered and said to them, "This is the WORK OF YAHWEH
that you would believe in Whom that One sent."                               John 6:28,29




Photo taken by Tabitha Barnett 2016     

WALKING ON THE WATER IS REST

 

"Let us, therefore, make every effort to enter His rest."
Hebrews 4:11

Have you noticed the spiritual climate change?  Have you felt as though things are hanging in the balance? Even the weather has seemed to flow in tandem. The air has a special, almost tangible excitement to it, doesn't it? "Though He slay me..." yet you have said many times through some of the darkest battles. Still choosing, after having done all to stand, to STAND. It is out of this rest that He has drawn you into a deeper understanding of walking on the wave of your circumstance. 

Stand there now. Picture with me as a wave, whatever circumstance that surrounds you. Yahweh standing beside you, now stand on the wave and rest it with Him. It is this under'standing' that will unlock a perspective of REST that will champion you to overcoming.

Creative photography by Joe Brassfeild 
Originally posted 6/30/16


R E V E L A T I O N

"NOTE THIS: I will make those from the synagogue of Satan, who claim to be Jews and are not, but are lying-- I will make them come and bow down at your feet, and they will know that I have loved you."  Revelation 3:9

I will go, send me - Releasing the Sound of Heaven over the Lumbee Indians

Originally posted Feb. 3, 2013

I have heard the call of the Holy Spirit concerning the Indigenous Peoples of the South, specifically Alabama, North Carolina and Tennessee.  I am Caller Of The Eagles, born White, but am of Native American, Black and European descent.  I have discovered that my entire Father's line is Native American, African & Scottish from North Carolina, since the 1600's.  The Lord placed within me a huge heart for the Native Peoples since I was a boy.  Recently, the Lord showed me several visions, where I was worshipping and RELEASING THE SOUND OF HEAVEN over the Lumbee Indians in the most dilapidated parts of  Robeson Co., North Carolina. 

I GO TO SEE THIS HAPPEN.

Since these waking visions, I have had Prophetic "Now Words" outlining what I was to do once I get to the Robeson Co., one of which I am to make Bologna sandwiches and hand them out to all in need.  I was just gifted a teepee, which will afford me to stay close by and be available to Minister as Yeshua leads.  The Sound Of Heaven is very important to me, as I have been called to release a NEW SOUND since 2007, which was also confirmed by Bob Jones in that same year!  It is now 2013 and the Prophecies concerning an Awakening among the Native Americans is about to explode in 20(13)!

The Lord has gifted me with a "Joseph Anointing", which has come at a very high cost of walking through the most across-the-board Rejection that I have EVER experienced.  However, my heart is singing and the Vision is plain!


It all started to become clear when I heard the Holy Spirit speak to me at Redigging the Wells conference on September 15th, 2012.  When I arrived, I asked Y'shua what I was to be doing?  As I looked up the grassy park filled with people, He said:  "Walk my presence among the people."  All I could do was weep as Jesus walked ten feet behind me as I wandered through the crowd.  His powerful presence was overwhelming.  

As I continued to minister I walked up to my Father, Ken and placed my hands on his shoulders and began to honor him as my father.  Moments later the Native Americans that opened the event stated: "Now we are going to perform a Father Blessing on all the Fathers!"  Amazing confirmation! Riveted to the song and dance that followed, I made my way to the center of the gathering.  There were 5 First Nations represented at this event and one of their goals was to bless the land.  One Native representative stated that they had waited 200 years to be honored in Alabama, which was once their very own territory.  

As I stood there witnessing honor being restored to the Native peoples, I was surprised by the honor that I was receiving.   Confused, I asked the Lord:  "Father, I am here to bestow honor on the Native Americans and the Blacks...why am I feeling honor!?"  It was at that moment that my vision expanded, as if 6-dimensionally and I heard the Holy Spirit speak:  "I have placed you in the middle of your tribe, look where you are." I then understood that the reality of my Native American Heritage was unlocked and by this unlocking, a destiny was about to unfold before my eyes!

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<<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>> ALL TRIBES Gathering >> Washington D.C.


"We the Host people of this Great Nation...stand in the gap for those who are unable or unwilling to forgive, and call upon the Master of Life, to forgive us for harboring un-forgiveness, resentment, hatred, bitterness and rage; We repent of every curse spoken over America by our ancestors and we release the power of forgiveness to bring healing and the peace of Creator God to this Land..."                  (photo by Susan Anton 2016)
























"If my People, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from Heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their Land."              2 Chronicles 7:14 
     
photo copyright Jonathan Walden 2016

photo by Susan Anton 2016             
photo by Susan Anton 2016               
photo by Susan Anton 2016


   

BE STILL and the CALM RETURN


"The LORD sat at the flood.
Yes, YHWH sits King forever.
The LORD will give strength to His people. The LORD will bless His people with Peace."
Psalms 29:10,11


Be still. R E S T.

  As I have pressed into engaging Father Yahweh's Heart, I have seen the turbulent water CALM. Creator has already been speaking intently to the heart of hearts. Deep issues of fears even from childhood are seeing the Light of His Love for the first time. 
Desiring intimacy, His son Yeshua waits for you on the top of your circumstance. Strategies are formed together as you lean on His shoulder and stand your ground on top of the flood. Ruach Hakodesh (Holy Spirt) has been leading with this scripture, and I believe it will help as your heart is awakened to hope again...

"I have compared myself, 
with YHWH always before me. 
I shall not be moved because He is my right hand.
Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoices exuberantly! My flesh also will rest in hope."
Psalms 16:8-11


Help is on the Way <<>>



28 Then Kefa called to him, "Yeshua, if it is really you, tell me to come
to you on the water.” 29 “Come!” he said. So Kefa got out of the 
boat 
and walked on the water toward Yeshua. 30 But when he saw the wind, 
he became afraid; and as he began to sink, he yelled, “Lord! Save me!” 
31 Yeshua immediately stretched out his hand, took hold of him, and 
said to him, “Such little trust! Why did you doubt?” 32 As they went up 
into the boat, the wind ceased. 33 The men in the boat fell down before 
him and exclaimed, “You really are Yahweh's Son!”  
Matthew 14: 28-33



Photography by Joe Brassfield  Copyright 2016



STANDING ROCK<<>>The Cry

New Song: Standing Rock<<>>The Cry 
FREE DOWNLOAD!! (click here)

As I was interceding for You my Brothers and Sisters of the Sioux Nation and all the other Tribes that have gathered to protect the Missouri River and their Tribal Land at Standing Rock, North Dakota...this is my cry to Yahweh for You and the Land.

I purposely left out the drums so that by adding your own inspired drumming and singing, together we can open Heaven over Our Land.
                                                Wado, Blessings
                                         jW

Also, recently I was asked to give a report about our time at Standing Rock, when part of our FireKeepers team was deployed with the Veterans in December. Lives were forever changed. Listen...  


Cherokee Day Of Prayer



Cherokee Day Of Prayer
April 29 - May 1, 2016

Friday Night at 7pm, Saturday morning at 10am, Luau at 7pm Saturday night. Sunday morning Dennis James speaking. Dinner will be served Saturday evening at 5pm. Praise and Worship by New Creation from Tahlequah, Oklahoma. Cherokee singing also. 

LOVED BEING WITH EVERYONE!
WADO for your Friendship!!








                            









Free At Last (You Are A Son)

(Image from Marshall County Public Library) 



On March 30, 2014 I had a dream that I approached two black men and hugged the first one and said: "Do you know that you are about to be set free?" I then proceeded to show them a book outline of what was coming. I awoke from the dream with the overwhelming understanding that God was completely releasing them from oppression and bondage of any kind: Acceptance driven freedom! A release of freedom from Heaven. Doug Addison recently wrote: "God spoke to me that there has been injustice in the land. People have judged and not loved. Therefore He is moving on behalf of those who have been wounded. We are going to see a major move of God begin (2016) and go on through 2022."

"I have decided to stick with love. 
Hate is too great a burden to bear."
 Martin Luther King, Jr.

Blessings Birmingham,
Caller Of The Eagles


Toasted PB&J sandwiches...Angels are bound to show up now!

Have you ever eaten your last sandwich? Have you ever toasted a peanut butter and jelly sandwich so that it tastes better than the next to last one you've got left? In 1999 I had my first experience of this. I was living in a 161 year old log cabin in the North Carolina mountains. Everything had fallen through: my job, a relationship, my purpose (so I thought at the time) and now - my food.
No provision. No hope. Just God.



I decided to read Matthew 6:
"For this reason I say to you, do not be worried about your life, as to what you will eat or what you will drink; nor for your body, as to what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow, nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your Heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not worth much more than they? And who of you by being worried can a a single hour to his life? And why are you worried about clothing? Observe how the lilies of the field grow; they do not toil nor do they spin, yet I say to you that not even Solomon in all his glory clothed himself like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the furnace, will He not much more clothe you? You of little faith! Do not worry then, saying, 'What will we EAT?' or 'What will we drink?
 or 'What will we wear for clothing?' For the Gentiles eagerly seek all these things; for your Heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first His Kingdom and His Righteousness, and all these things will be added to you."  
Matthew 6: 25-33

I decided to trust.
I decided to rest.
30 minutes later, a call came through the line and a voice said: "A friend in town says you own a truck and could help me move. How would you like to make $100 and I'll buy you dinner?"
YES!!
At the time I did not even have the gas to drive to this divine appointment. I got in my truck and it never stalled, never even acted like the gage was on empty. My God is a GOOD GOD!! For you are GOOD TO ME!!! Whatever you are going through right now, press into your provider God with all abandon and trust that truly:

"we know that in all things God works for your good, because you love Him, and have been called according to His purpose."
Romans 8:28